Life lately…life lately? Not sure anyone really wants to talk about that. In the past few months life has been insane. Some days I’m not sure if I’m coming or going.
I’m trying to start my business, change my life, save a marriage, be a mom, and still find myself in the process. In the past few months I’ve come to realize that my life is not what I had hoped it would be, that I’m pretty unhappy and I’m determined to have the life I saw for myself.
As for keeping busy, I’ve been crocheting a lot for my cousins new baby and to decorate the Barbie house I’ve been working on. We recently took an old desk and removed the top cabinets and selves. They fit under the desk and create and nice little place for my daughter to play with her barbies.
Other then a marriage that’s falling apart and the stressing over trying to right my life, as well as feel like I matter somewhere…it’s been the usual mom tasks. One of which includes learning the ups and downs of having a child in school.
As far as my goals go, I feel like I’m further from them then I was a year ago. Not exactly the way I imagined that going, I really thought I’d be much closer to accomplishing at least one of my goals. I’m fairly use to things going in the opposite direction but I’ll continue working at it and maybe I’ll reach the stars some day.